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Name: Whitney
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Louis
Birthday: 3/9/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Heavy metal! Rob Zombie and Chevelle are prolly my fav bands! but pretty much any rock will do. Not so much emo or "punk"..not into that. Being outdoors or driving with the windows down is awesome! its my escape from the normal world. I dont know what i want to do when im older. I'll probably travel around till i find my place in this world. I'm just gonna be one of those people who have a lifetime of different experiences and write a book about it. I do like animals tho..even bugs! Dont kill animals! B4 you squish that bug or shoot that random raccoon with a 12 gauge, remember he/she has a home and a purpose! ps, i hate bimbos...
Expertise: I'm not really an expert at anything. Maybe burping or being alone. I'm a pretty good macgyver, i can get out of any situation unharmed basically. maybe a couple bruises..
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  Tuextreme409
Member Since:
5/5/2005
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| things are better today, Audrey is coming out next weekend i am so freakin happy!! u have no idea. well im goin to the game tonight then after that..who knos. Tomorrow The Pit with danielle and some other people to see nick's band play. it will be a good weekend cept for a paper i have to write but oh well. NEXT WEEKEND!! woot woot. D's partay and audrizzles!! YAY! | | |
| so things are really shitty right now, and they just keep gettin shittier(sp?)...but anyways. Im startin to think things might never get better, and im just gonna be a sad frump my whole life. I feel like no one wants to talk to me. Even my therapist doesnt wanna talk to me. She keeps rescheduling me..fuckin bitch. Anger management is starting to sound really good right now. I miss audrey so much! she was my twin, and shes going through really bad times too, i just wish we could spend more time together and help eachother out. I just wish me and her could runaway or something. take all our money and just run. I kno running away from my problems isnt right, but taking them head on isnt right either. i dont kno what to do anymore. I am sick and tired of taking peoples bullshit thats FOR SURE. im tired of being taken advantage of! and i need a new car.. once again. but just reminding the people who actually do read this...prolly only like 2 peeps. but oh well! i guess the only thing i can look forward to is each day i get closer to dying. | | |
| havent updated in a while. My computers all jacked up, but its fixed now! so yea. not a whole lot to say, But is it senior skip day tomorrow or not? IM CONFUSED! yea its halloween and yea im gonna dress all wierd and im gonna steal a cart from shnucks or shop n save.. hehehe. ive been real sick too lately so hope i dont get sick AGAIN. blahh ill write later! its halloween... not skank/hoe/slut/prostitute/turning tricks on the street corner...day.
Love you Audrey, Love you Shu! Miss you both! !
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!  my scared face.
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| so more ppl trashing my car.. whats new right? any crap. FRIDIZZLE we had no school. so alysia, missy, n me finally got to hang out which was amazing. missy cracks me up, i wish i could hang out with her more, but shes always with jon. poo. well we went to the north football game to chill with noelle and sarah. then drew came up! aww i love drew! him n chris are so funny. them n thier mountain boarding? que? yea well chris got really drunk at some after party.. and got a little handsy with me. but i left anyways cause gary wanted to hang out. so yea saturday went bowling and chilled with all the girlsies. it was fun. we all drove around and reminiced about years past. oh well cant wait till next weekend so i can sleep in and party. | | |
| hmmm. i hate school? does that sum up my week. the whole posting grades on the internet thing.. is GAY. i hate it. my mother constantly bitches at me over my stupid grades!!! i just want to slap her to get her to shut up! i kno i have ONE bad grade. "But its senior year whitney these things really count." didnt she tell me over summer..." you can slide this year, just make OK grades." Yea wow thats not good enough. but then again i guess ill never be good enough for anything. My car is a piece of shit!! completely and totally. i need a new car and i cant aford it. this shit sucks. hopefully ill get hit by some dumbass and burn alive inside.. best day of my life. i feel useless and worthless and tired.. i just want to run away. i always seem so happy on the outside, and i just cant fake it anymore.. | | |
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